Don't read this Garret, please.
What kind of horrible stupid person am I? Breaking one person to the next, so selfish and disgusting. Leaving a mess for others to clean up. That's how I've always been, hiding beneath the skirts of escape that this country provides. I'm too fucking selfish, too fucking arrogant, and too fucking tired to be allowed to continue this. I need serious help, I can't just dump my life problems on whomever I fucking chose. I need someone who's never been a part of my life, whom I pay to listen to the sorry scraps that's left of it. That way there's no more hurting anyone. No more selfish comments that should be left